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No message without a mess!!!

Perhaps it's the stress of my prelim being 2 and a half weeks away, perhaps I'm hormonal, or perhaps I'm just innately a raging heifer!  Whatever the case, it's a DARN good thing I'm feeling pretty confident about everything going on in my little life right now because there will NEVER be a victory without some trifling little snit trying to fix the fight!  So here it is, world!  I'm opinionated!  Until last year, I THOUGHT I was just about as opinionated as they come.  It turns out, I'm in outstanding company as many of the personalities I have encountered in the last few months have made me feel like quite the little lamb!
As it turns out, however, I don't have the proper genitalia for having a known opinion.  When gay men state opinions identical to mine, they are praised with "you better preach!" and "That's Right!  SAY it like it is!"
Because I'm a female, maybe because I'm a lesbian, I'm evidently expected to be some shallow, thoughtless, empty troll lacking in wisdom and expected to keep her thoughts to herself!  Am I not living in 2014?  Have we reverted to woman's suffrage without my knowledge?
THIS was spoken to and of me yesterday:
you are one of the main people suffering from diarrhea of the mouth..... you constantly have unnecessary opinions. Personally I do think you are rude on over step your bounds. That being said I avoid even talking to you how many other people talk to you rather than tolerate your douchebaggery. Now have several seats sweetie.
I'm a MORE than accommodating person!  I would be MORE than happy to withhold my opinions if they were in fact insulting or ignorant.  Because I think people need to do what's right, what's healthy, and what's best for personal progress, I'm rude and have diarrhea of the mouth?
Okay!
When I signed up to be a promoter for EOY, I had a dream that one of the most magical systems in the country could finally be represented in my home state and my home state could finally be represented in this wonderful system.  I knew this wouldn't transpire without complication, but I never dreamed that before my event even went down in history that something like this would happen.  I'm not even sure I'm prepared to imagine what kind of defamation will transpire after the fact!  Perhaps instead of representing EOY I should have brought something similar to the Special Olympics to Female and Male Illusion in Illinois?  All the words are flowery and all the competitors are winners.  Is that what needs to happen?  I'll happily buy every single performer in this state flimsy little medals and tell them they're all winners if that's what they really want.  I'll only speak love and light, and offer warm cookies and milk at every event I attend.
Nahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
I'd much rather speak my mind, speak the truth, and speak to a group of ENTERTAINERS, not performers, who want to make HISTORY and fight their asses off for a SERIOUSLY prestigious goal!  
Don't want to be a part of that team?  I'll happily show you to the flimsy systems where everyone gets a crown and the powers that be will sooner talk behind your back than speak a public word of truth!

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